Promise me, okay?

I sit alone, slumped down
And I break myself down with these thoughts
“When did you start to hurt me?”
Well I think you don’t even know

I know you’re hurting too ’cause you’re mine
We’re only drifting further away like this

I’ll be honest with you tonight that its better for you to walk alone again

I want you to be your own light, babe
You should be your own light
So you won’t hurt anymore, so you can smile more

I know you’re hurting too ’cause you’re mine
I just want you to know that you’re smiling wider
You are smiling wider when you go further away from me like this
When I said that it’s all fine, that’s not what I truly think

You know its never easy for me to let you go
But I am happier seeing you’re happy

So, let it be your own light
So you won’t hurt anymore, so you can smile more

— — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — —

Last night, I think I woke up because I missed you.
Everything becomes quiet
Even the lights on the street were asleep
I think of you more and more
By the time the dark outside the window disappears

Will my heart always run away like this?

Sometimes like the starlight in the sky, you can stay by my side.
But sometimes, like the falling stars you drop my feeling so hard

I think you should be your own light
So you won’t hurt anymore, so you can smile and shine more

When I wake up in the middle of my sleep,
I wish I could erase what I saw
With a difficult feeling, I had a hard times again
And today as well, I have a hard times understanding my own feeling

This morning, I learn to control my anger

When I’m with you, in my heart is full of feeling

But the Long shadows still following me

Even if I’m shaken by the wind, sometimes it feels like you stay by my side like the stars

Babe, I know you’re always there even when I don’t see you.

I wish you’d stay where you are so that I can fall asleep on a day I miss you.

So that my long day could breathe for a moment.

Give me a hug, will you?

I’ve been tossing and turning all night, it hurts actually.

Now promise me, several times a day,
Even if you feel lonely, don’t throw yourself away
Hold on, cross our pinkies
And promise me now,

Smile more, even when you lose me (once again)..

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