A Step You Can’t Take Back

Have you ever face such hard decision to make? It takes all your energy and emotions just to remember about it, right?

You know when you are stuck in one situation, you know how you feel about it actually, you could have just take the chance or leave it away. Its like whether you want to keep chasing the pavement or giving up? Its been really hard to make up my mind to decide this thing even if I already know where this things heading to.

There are many questions running in my head. Should I just continue this long path even if it leads no where? What do you want me to do with my feelings? Admit it or ignore it? There are days I feel like its better to keep it all for myself not bothering you with such questions. Unfortunately somehow I am confuse and I don’t know what to do now.

Lately I’ve decided to let things go on naturally. Cause I don’t know your thoughts, where do you want this things heading on to.
Do you guys know how scary it is to fell in love more and more to someone every day when you don’t know where are you guys heading to?
I wish you know how confuse I am about what to do with my feelings.
There are too many things going on in my head sometimes that I can’t explain or say it. I wish I could say all this things easily but I cannot.

I am sorry I really wish I could ask all this things easily. It ain’t easy for me. I am sorry if you think asking about this make me such drama queen. I am sorry if again asking you about it makes you tired of me. I am sorry if this is tiring for you. I am sorry.

Can somebody tell me what to do with this?
Because I’ll go if you tell me to and I’ll stay if you tell me too..
Should I stop or should I try?

Both will be a step I can’t take back.

Here comes the train upon the track
And there goes the pain it cuts to black
Are you ready for the last act?
To take a step you can’t take back

Here comes the rain, so hold your hat
And don’t pray to God, cause He won’t talk back
Are you ready for the last act?
To take a step you can’t take back

-A Step You Can’t Take Back — Keira Knightley song-



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Clarina Tiara Agneta

Clarina Tiara Agneta

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